i have this thing where i am tired and i go to sleep but i wake up realizing i'm not breathing and i feel my pulse strongly in my head so i get nervous and really wake up and catch my breath. Its probably just sleep apnea as a result of the lyme or bartonella affecting my central nervous system. stupid lyme...
i havent posted all my symptoms lately but there have been some noticable ones but i'm not going to go there.
lately i've been feeling well. not great but well. i'm doing alot more. my apartment is half cleaned up and when i start to feel unwell but i keep going i dont feel worse i feel better. which is a GREAT sign.
I found out another girl I know had lyme for 9 years while she was younger. And I'm bonding with other people with health issues.
Sunday I reluctantly went back to the college group at my old church. There I realized just how fragile and broken I am. Especially with my marriage issues. Accepting instead of denying i think is a good thing for me cuz none of this is going away any time soon.
1 year ago
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