the last two days i've had horrible back/neck pain. it started yesterday when my neck started to cramp like usual but then I got wiped out. its like I tried to stretch my neck and it got worse then I got a migraine had to sleep it was so bad! like i had a migraine in my neck. same thing tonight but its with my back this time. i tried to strech and it made it so bad i had to lie down with ice on my back and even now i have ice on it. the pain radiates outward. like a burning feeling. my stomach gets nautius and i have chills. but i dont have a fever. i slept in till 12 today too. i cant tell if i'm just cycling through symptoms, or i'm getting worse. so basically i'm not able to to things. also both times i ate fatty fast food and then i felt like crap. but i've been eating fast food for a while. its easy, gives me my protien and carbs that i CRAVE! i thought maybe i got the migraine because ive been drinking too much soda and not enough water. So i'm going to stop soda for a while.
also i've started to resort to OLD habits. I'm picking at my face and scratching at my arms with things so i can forget about my pain. its crazy i know. why beat pain with pain? but i'm not depressed. i'm RAW. i'm always at my last straw. i have happiness in things but this disease has stripped me of everything that I knew.
well turning my neck makes it worse. aaah.
1 year ago
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