but i feel unsatisfied and unhappy but mostly unsatisfied. i'm not sure why. i think it has alot to do with my health and how i used to be and how i am very limited now.
for example i cant even enjoy you know with my hubby because i get muscle exhaustion. i cant enjoy housework because now i work 4 hours a day and come home feeling unwell. i cant just get up and enjoy life anymore. all i can do is go online and go on the computer and go out sometimes and go to work now (my first week). every action i take and every goal i set is limited by my health.
I used to dance. before i got really sick i realized what i love the most is dancing. now i cant do it :-(
what to do?
my first step i think is going to join the ymca. they have arthritis swim and chair classes so we'll see.
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